tying pink tulle bows
rainbows during sun showers
finding fairy stones on the beach (if you peer through the hole it's said you'll see fairyland)
bluebells at sunset

i've just realized, i haven't had a haircut in almost 3 years
maybe i feel like cutting it will mean something

things i've been loving:

♥ this post at the loverly Gala Darling. if you are one of the unlucky few that hasn't stumbled upon her site you simply must take a look

♥ Cannelle et Vanille: best foodie site ever. with the most delectable photos as well

♥ Dujour Mag. a must for every starry-eyed dreamer

♥ this bag from Cath Kidston

oh, and this cinema bag



♥ this video

Sweet Child from Claudia Susana on Vimeo.

i think i might start up 'nuit blanche' homework fridays again
we shall see


love always,

sara
xx

little birds i am sorry for being gone so long
but mostly sorry for not commenting on all of your lovely posts
and they truly were lovely
sorry sorry sorry

autumn is in the air but i will sadly miss summer
i will go for one last swim this weekend
i don't care how cold it is

i've started school again and i've turned 20
20 is a scary age
i don't know how i feel about it
my teen years are gone and i don't think i made the most of them
but i guess i have a fresh new decade to change things

i feel like i am moving slower than everyone around me:
like i will always be terrified of driving
never know what i want to do with my life
never go out like other girls
never find a nice boy

-i must be more positive-

i hope you are all well and enjoying the end of summer (or winter)


Love Always,

Sara

weekends spent dancing in the woods
my family thinks i'm strange
but they've come to accept it
i got lost dancing
and when i stopped spinning and the world went still
i noticed a handsome boy through the trees
alone himself, watching
i ran away
and caught myself smiling

i am trying to figure it all out

i have been busy writing letters to lovely girls
and reading with a hunger that never seems to fade
i'm not taking things so seriously anymore
i highly suggest it
take a step back
and notice you are breathing
do what makes your heart happy
and steal a few kisses along the way

xx
sara

"Shyness is nice and
Shyness can stop you

From doing all the things in life
You'd like to"

i've been listening to the smiths on repeat

it has been raining lots
i like the rain
i would like to lie outside on the grass in a sheer dress until i'm soaked through and sneezing
but i am scared of what the neighbours will think
and that makes me sad
i try to make friends but i am insufferably awkward and laugh at inopportune times
but i am who i am and i make no excuses

lately
handsome strangers sit next to me on the bus
thigh against thigh
the slightest flutters of almost-touching pleasure
a catch in my breath
sometimes
i emerge from my own head
and realize i would like to have someone
to gently place their hand at the small of my back
to feel the warm pulse of another human being when i wake up each morning
and that is as far as i get

the promise of summer is sweet
dancing beneath the moon
daisychains
old blue bicycles
adventure
windblown hair

i need to stop dreaming within a cage
i will do things

xx
sara

it seems i do not know what to write anymore

i am confused about many things and i didn't want to bore you to death with all of it. i just want to say thank you to everyone for leaving such wonderful comments and i feel terrible about not commenting on all of your lovely blogs, but i have still been reading all of them religiously. i also want to say thank you and hello to all the new followers. i will try not to be such a lousy writer.

i have to say that i was seriously contemplating deleting this diary, but for whatever reason i just couldn't make myself do it. i need this output now especially, having started a new job which involves no creativity, inspiration or beauty whatsoever. it seems i have no time anymore, and i really despise having to live for the weekends. lets just say i am not a fan of cubicles and leave it at that.

i feel like maybe i need to start fresh, and so i have deleted some of my older posts on here.
i have a few ideas for some posts in the near future, but i have also been wondering if there is anything in particular that you all would like to see on here. i would be very open to any ideas you have.


lilacs and daisies forever

sara

xx

i've made a play list for all you dreamers

Instructions:

♥ Beg, borrow, buy, steal songs
♥ Put onto iPod, MP3 player
♥ Slip into your prettiest dress-you know, the one that makes you feel otherworldly
♥ Put on shoes that click-clack
♥ Fluff your hair
♥ Put in your earphones, start the music
♥ Head out into the sunset for a lovely walk
♥ Remember to feel the sunlight on your face
♥ If it gets dark head home and sit on your front step
♥ Take a big breath, look up at the sky and smile!

Sun Sun Sun-Lisa Mitchell
I Sing I Swim-Seabear
Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want-The Smiths
Playground Love-Air
The Wolves (Act I and II)-Bon Iver
Furr-Blitzen Trapper
There Is a Light That Never Goes Out-The Smiths
Summersong-The Decemberists
Scenic World-Beirut
Wild World-Cat Stevens
Love Song-The Cure
First Love-Emmy the Great
Asleep-The Smiths
Time Flies-Lykke Li
Moon and Moon-Bat for Lashes


arrange however feels best/add songs/remove songs
♥ enjoy! ♥

i'm sorry dolls, my camera is dying a slow sad death and i won't be able to post personal pictures for awhile

also, i'm dying to do something new with my hair-any ideas lovelies?


Follow my blog with bloglovin

spring is in the air, and i am feeling restless right on cue. waiting and wishing for magical things to happen. i've started collecting travel brochures. i need to go somewhere. i need to see that there is something else, living proof of it in front of my eyes. school is almost over, and i've surprised myself by not running. i always run. i need to find a best friend. i have no friends besides my lovely cousins. i want someone who thinks like me, and yet not like me at all, someone who pushes me out of my box and will go on adventures with me.

Things I'd Like To Do This Summer:

♥ go to europe
♥ go ziplining/on a hot-air balloon ride
♥ have a wild gypsy party
♥ wear what i feel like wearing
♥ take more pictures
♥ start running
♥ dance
♥ love?

thank you all for sticking around, i love you very much for it